just back after a whole day out. college day served to remind me how i am just one of many in the college. which is full of smart people. extremely smart. and how far i have to go to reach certain standards. and how i was one of the better ones in pri school, then in sec sch there was no chance. right where i am, my goodness. in good company indeed. enjoy myself is all i can say. later in the day that talk at suntec wasn't very informative. now that i almost know what i'm gonna do. so yeah, jia you.

why are people so concerned by relationships. not for the first time recently, i've heard friends talk about how being unattached is quite sad. although i don't know where i stand on this, being the confused kid i am, one thing is that we have to get our priorities right. which can be difficult at times. what is right is not easy to decide. so it's a whole wicked cycle. i suppose having someone you can be with, and someone you know will be around, is one great thing. but hey, i'm one patient man. wth, i'm probably lacking rest. a whole day out can stress your brain a bit. so, tomorrow gonna be spent around ri. hope to get some studying done in the midle part of the day, in between the matches. really need to keep up the pace, which i have yet to set, for that matter. so yeah, mug mug mug. and considering i'm unlikely to study today, and next weekend actually, come to think of it..you get the idea. concentration is of utmost importance. cannot let sleep get in my way.

if anyone has my wallet, please give it back to me! sigh, as you've guessed, i lost my wallet again. this time through my fault i guess. think i left it unattended. or maybe dropped it. then while packing up realised it was gone. my two costly mistakes this year has cost a few hundred bucks. this time round, the main thing was my dad's resident's pass which will take 50 plus bucks to replace. oh damn. i'll have to start saving all over again. God help me.

was looking through some stuff about universities. trying to think and maybe decide about what to do. i mean, there's not much time to actually think. there are so many things to consider. results, place, money etc.. some problems. always wanted to go overseas to study. the experience, but now it seems like the only way i can do that is get some kind of a scholarship, which is as easy as..nothing. it is damn fricking hard. thus, i don't have high hopes on it. plan to work hard to get myself into something good.

the next two days gonna be busy, and crazy. i sense minimal studying. damn bad. i'll have to squeeze time out. tmr have to go for college day(it's hard to see people whose studies are so good), and then flag day, and then suntec for some scholarship thing. thing is that the scholarship thing and the cip thing are at about the same time. this requires some serious time management.

something i'm seeing in school these days disgusts me. it makes me..i don't know, sick? ok i won't say more. it just is ugly. really.

darn, i'm in deep shit. didn't do math s questions. correction, i didn't realise i had to hand in. so now, guess i'll hvae to do two weeks worth of math s. not an exciting thought considering the amount of work i already have. is there a limit to this? wah. have to start mugging, then mug. after that, mug more. sounds exciting. AHHH pscyhe up yeh..

erm. bought da vinci code. i know i'm kinda slow and it's a bad idea, considering i have to study much much now. i have to time management. good english there.